Another ROAD BLOCK.... :(

Due to MANY unforseen circumstances, adoption processes are again on hold.

This might be temporary.

This might be forever.

I just do not know right now.

I DO know that my children here need me due to medical circumstances that we did NOT plan and that the financial situation that I had hoped for never happened. So, the adoption MUST be pushed back.

This DOES break my heart, but I do have faith that God WILL provide a loving family for N even if it is NOT ours. I HAVE to believe that. It is the ONLY thing that keeps me going.... :(

If things turn around, as I pray EVERY day that they will, we will continue on and work towards bringing N home. But, right now it just CAN'T happen...

The $$ that has been raised will sit and wait until a FINAL decision has been made....

Rock Solid

Really, that is all I can say about my children as a unit...

They are the most fabulous group that I have seen. Right now, my son Tobey is in the hospital. He has been for the past 9 days. This is nothing new in our house. We are managing. We always do, but the thing that I have noticed is that my children make the most solid unit of love. They support and hold each other up in such a profound way. Where I lack because I am with Tobey, they make up to each other. It is a beautiful sight to see. No one does without if mom cannot be there. They just fill the void themselves for each other. I beam with pride and highly anticipate bringing N into such a warm environment.

A home with love and support that is as solid as the foundation of the house that it resides in!